Dear Abang
Dear abang, This is me writing a letter to you, somebody I haven't been able to settle with since we haven't met and been tied in a holyness marriage vow. I am just writing this to tell you how I feel lately I have been tired to answer all the questions being asked to me this whole time, when will I marry, which guy, what he looks like and what kind of" home"we gotta build together in the future. Why...

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Happy Mothers Day
It's not celebration or commemoration or something else close to that I just wanna wish you a great life and healthy always Please be happy mom, I wholeheartedly wish it Although last time I came home we were in such big love hate relationship I can never hate you Happy Mothers Day, everyday, not only today! I love you!!

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Untitled
The clock is ticking as the sky begin to turn the color  from blue into black My body moves as usual but I left my brain somewhere I seem normally getting used to do my daily routine until I begin to do things strangely I stare blankly more than before I can’t close my eyes easily during the night I can’t be the normal me who never wish to fall in love or expect ones I quit my lovey dovey...

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Surat Cinta untuk Fita
Hai Fita, apa kabarmu di alam sana? Sudahkah kamu tenang setelah meninggalkan dunia? Semoga tempat terbaik telah kaudapat di sisi- Nya Surat ini memang tak akan pernah sampai dan terbaca olehmu yang jauh di sana Aku hanya ingin mengingatmu dalam tulisan yang sederhana Sudah sebelas tahun berlalu semenjak kau tiada Hidup orang di sekitarmu terus berjalan Rasanya baru kemarin aku mengenalmu, belajar dan berbincang tentang banyak hal Kita bertemu di usia yang masih muda kanak - kanak yang masih senang...

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Happy Birthday to You
Hey you there, who's faraway from sight The person who disappear in a thin light The person whom I don't know the latest life The person I can't even see in a close distance The person who's separated by ocean and continent to my place The person I wanna know the news The person I wanna talk to The person I wanna give a round guide when going here The person I can't mention the name but it's him The...

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The Forgotten
Watch you leave when I’m about to give Stay still while time goes by and I can’t kill The emptiness keeps emerging in my lungs Walking under the rain holding my breath for getting in the last train In a cold Sunday, you say you’ll get away I force myself doing everything to make you think That you shouldn’t just leave me like this We both, the mistakeable persons But, you’re getting in your own way now While I don’t...

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Where are you?
It's been a while since the last time I saw you stay on the line The last time you say you'll disappear for a better lifeplan The last time you say you'll come to town seeing your relatives and bestfriends The last time I greet you and get a hai back from you is killing me The last time I really want to talk to you about many things but you're going offline after that The last time I tell...

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Welcoming Postcards and Letters
    During the time of waiting the letters and postcards replies that haven't arrived, I keep writing and collecting cards. I don't know when will the letters and postcards arrive to my mailbox. It's sad that it's been more than 5 weeks waiting for them to come. I write another letter to the new penpals and keep getting request for being penpals. I'm happy that I make new friends :D During my free time, I make the draft for mailing...

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Surat Untuk Si Tampan
Si tampan, namanya, laki - laki yang keTimur tengah-an parasnya Tutur katanya santun, nyaris tiada cela Pandangannya selalu tertunduk ketika bertegur sapa Suaranya teramat lirih, nyaris tak terdengar olehku, beda sekali dengan suaraku yang nyaris memekakkan gendang telinga Dia terlihat datar, tapi berpapasan saja sudah membuat jantungku nyaris pindah dari letaknya Aku lupa caranya menjadi diriku sendiri Aku lupa terlihat normal di depannya Selalu salah tingkah dan merah padam karena malu bertemu Selalu membuat diri sendiri malu Selalu bingung antara...

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Dear Mr Faraway from my Land
There's a time when I can fall for a stranger,  a man from faraway distance outside my country so far away from the reach of my hand.. I don't even know him in real life, just a virtual life we used to share I call him Mr. Faraway from my Land I'm dying to come seeing you there, I wonder how the snow falls in your land, how the spring makes your day, how the lovely summer burn your skin,...

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