Sceptical
I am just in the mood of going everywhere but my pocket won't let me. Nowadays guys around me, the judgemental environment, same routine, boring situation and less enjoy so many times driving myself crazy. I keep thinking the unecessary things. I keep stressing myself unconsciously. I smile happily but not that wide when boredom strikes me. I become the person I say I don't wanna be. I grow becoming sceptical, I lessen my words and show not so nice...

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Being 24
Being twenty something this year means so much to me It's the first time I get stable job, get my own income and I don't have to depend on my parents money anymore It's like a starting point where I should become a new better me I don't want to involve in more people drama I'm sick and tired of those suck love stories of mine too that always go wrong It's too tiring anyway  Coming to office this morning,...

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Stay
She's still there when everyone leaves She's busy killing time and do everything she can in the office While everybody leaves early to come home and see their family Computer switched from working matter to another things she loves Anything she could write at the moment she's going to pour it into the writings She doesn't want to get wasted going home early and get her mind wandering everywhere to the places she doesn't belong She knows it's going to...

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Assalamualaikum Balikpapan ( Cerita Sedih jadi Pendatang)
Balikpapan hazy sunshine ~  Jumat, 24 Juli 2015 adalah hari terakhirku di Temanggung, acara perpisahan yang diadakan pun berakhir dengan penuh sendu, akhirnya nangis juga karena berpisah dari kehidupan di kantor ini. Sembilan bulan bukan waktu yang sebentar, 8 orang ini pun akhirnya berpisah jalan, setelah acara selesai, salam salaman dan tangis – tangisan ditutup dengan makan bersama, akupun pulang duluan. foto bareng Mas Jack, sohib selama jadi anak magang   byebye kepala kantor terselow sedunia, we'll miss you ma'am...

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Lebaran di Kampung Halaman
Momen lebaran adalah momen dimana hal menyenangkan, awkward dan membingungkan terjadi. Menyenangkan karena ini hari besar yang dirayakan setahun sekali setelah sebulan penuh puasa, keliling kampung bersalaman dan bermaafan bareng, kumpul ketemu saudara jauh yang sekian lama gak ketemu. Bagian awkward dan membingungkannya ya setiap kali ditanya kapan kawin, kerja di mana, dan setiap pertanyaan yang pasti selalu muncul dari lifestage kita berada. Alhamdulillahnya sih tahun ini bisa njawab tiap ditanya kerja di mana, Kalimantan, kok jauh, gak papa daripada...

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Prajab Syariah officially over
Masih ingat sama foto dua minggu prajab part I?      Dua minggu prajab part I yang diisi MFD (Mental Fisik Disiplin) dengan kegiatannya yang malah lebih banyak baris berbaris daripada berkotor kotor ria dan aktualisasi tiga minggu yang sudah selesai kami lakukan di kantor masing - masing membawa kami kembali ke asrama Balai Diklatpim untuk kedua kalinya. Kegiatan yang harus kami lakukan hanyalah sisa dari sebelumnya, presentasi laporan lalala dan penutupan, sisa waktu yang ada? Jelas bebas, karena ini...

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A Letter for Mr. Funny
You're making me laugh hard way too easy Although your jokes are too cheesy I don't quite understand what's on my mind lately Why am I so concerned about you being funny I think I start to open the locked space from July for something that I found interest me Hello Mr. Funny, would you come and talk to me? Would you make another jokes that keep making me happy? Sincerely, the girl who falls for you lately

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Anggi’s Sick Diary
Arriving home as usual, after my daily routine from the office *read: jobless*, and doing everything like I used to. I never had such feeling that I will fall sick this easily. One fine Wednesday I suddenly fall sick after having a fever. I can't walk properly, vomit like I'll end my day just like that. I'm alive and grateful, untul today. It's been a week since the day I fall sick. I dont go to office for a week,...

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Kapan kawin?
“ Kapan kawin? Atau kapan nikah?” pertanyaan yang seringkali mulai akrab di telinga, ditambah teman seumuran mulai mengakhiri masa lajangnya, kesendirianku ini agaknya dipandang semacam sebuah dosa oleh sebagian orang. Atau mungkin aib,umur 23 kok belum nikah. Tergelitik dengan kalimat itu lagi – lagi postinganku mungkin agak berbau curhat dan yang dibahas tentang jodoh, bukan karena galau sebenarnya. Fase galauku sudah lewat tiga tahun lalu hahaha. Melewati masa kuliah, transisi dari dunia pengangguran dan masuk dunia kerja, galau galau bukan...

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